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Think About Today Before Tomorrow
By Alex Jakle
Staff Writer
The next time you are reading or studying for a test,
ask yourself: “Why am I doing this?” You
may find that you are doing your work because you like
the subject material and want to learn more about it.
However, you may also realize that your only compelling
reason to do it is “Because I’m supposed
to.” If this is the case, I can hear your rationalizations
already: “I have to study to do well on this test
so I can get a good grade in this class so I can major
in that, and I have to major in that to go to graduate
school in this so I can get a good job and buy a house
and feed my cat.”
Do you hear yourself? You’re determining the
outcome of the reaction between tert-butyl alcohol and
hydrogen or figuring out what in the hell pyruvate does
so you can purchase some real estate a decade from now.
When you put it like that, does it not seem ridiculous?
What about focusing on today? What about the rest of
this week? What about every waking minute between now
and when you actually buy that house?
I don’t want to sound like some sun-worshipping
hippie who tells you to live in the moment and has no
perspective about the future, but I really do feel that
we should spend more time appreciating what we have
now. I know we have to plan ahead, but there should
be a limit to how much we let that control our lives.
We are the victims of academic hypocrisy. The administration
tells us not to plan ahead so much, that almost everyone
changes their majors. That is good but then they expect
pre-medical students to declare their life-long intentions
in the first few weeks of school. That is bad. How on
earth could anyone expect an 18 year old to know what
they want to do with the rest of their life in the first
20 days of their college career?
A lot of us who will never be doctors are guilty, too.
We plan, we think ahead, and we alter our lives around
what we think we may be doing in a decade and a half.
But is this really what we should be concentrating on?
Last week I did some research on graduate programs
and, to my shock and horror, I found nothing that intriguing.
It was disconcerting, but why should it be? I do not
think it should bother me that I have no idea where
I will be or what I will be doing three years from today.
Rather than unnerving, this should be exciting.
The biggest issue I have with this incessant, pervasive
plan-ahead culture is that I feel it robs us of the
pleasure of the moment. Granted, people seem to seize
the moment here more than other places, but we do not
go lie on the grass for no reason often enough, and
we certainly do not enjoy our classes enough.
We are to blame, though, not the classes. We should
take what we want to, without worrying too much about
where that will get us. Because let’s face it,
none of us know exactly where we will be in ten years,
that is part of the fun. Take what looks interesting,
not what will get you that extra bedroom and half-bath
in ten years, or the BMW in five. Imagine the horror
of deciding to go pre-medical in your freshman year,
and going through eight years of school only to find
that being a rich doctor does not make you ridiculously
happy. You lost eight years and, if you stay in medicine,
it would be the rest of your life.
I do not want to come off as hedonistic, but do what
you know will make you happy, be willing to try new
things, and go out on that limb. Enjoy what you are
doing now, do not try to sustain yourself on the thought
of where it will get you a semester, a year, or ten
years from now.
I blame society. Why do we ask little kids what they
want to be when they grow up? Like any little kid is
going to have any flipping idea where they are going
to be in 20 years. We are practically bred to look ahead.
Fight it. Those sun-worshipping hippies have some idea
what they’re talking about.
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